Post by Oopsie Daisy on May 6, 2015 23:52:59 GMT
Alternate title: "I am the worst admin in the world."
I don't really have any excuse for my crazy and inexcusable inactivity. Lack of muse, several different interchanging interests, a job, social life, trying to focus on too many different things.. to be honest I've always had the time to roleplay, just not the motivation. A lot of things have been changing and I've been adjusting and trying to deal with a lot of obstacles and experiences. And now it sounds like I'm trying to make excuses so I'll stop xD
I'm tired of being so lazy and inactive on a site that I created and often leave the mods to handle alone. Enough is enough. It'll be slow going, but I am going to try and settle back in - make new friends and get back into roleplaying. I play the main character for god's sake.. I just feel so awful. x3 You guys are so amazing for being so patient with me - especially CableZ, who quite frankly I don't know what I'd do without. Thanks for being such a good and patient friend and putting up with my flighty-ness while trying to get my lazy butt in gear. Can't begin to tell you how much I appreciate that, and having you as a friend, you big loser.
So yeah.. I am sorry. Really really sorry. I don't ever want to abandon you guys.. I guess I just lost my love for the site for a while, and thinking about it just filled me with stress and guilt - two things I'm not very good at handling. I'm deeply sorry for all the inconvenience I've caused.
I look forward to settling back in again. <3
I don't really have any excuse for my crazy and inexcusable inactivity. Lack of muse, several different interchanging interests, a job, social life, trying to focus on too many different things.. to be honest I've always had the time to roleplay, just not the motivation. A lot of things have been changing and I've been adjusting and trying to deal with a lot of obstacles and experiences. And now it sounds like I'm trying to make excuses so I'll stop xD
I'm tired of being so lazy and inactive on a site that I created and often leave the mods to handle alone. Enough is enough. It'll be slow going, but I am going to try and settle back in - make new friends and get back into roleplaying. I play the main character for god's sake.. I just feel so awful. x3 You guys are so amazing for being so patient with me - especially CableZ, who quite frankly I don't know what I'd do without. Thanks for being such a good and patient friend and putting up with my flighty-ness while trying to get my lazy butt in gear. Can't begin to tell you how much I appreciate that, and having you as a friend, you big loser.
So yeah.. I am sorry. Really really sorry. I don't ever want to abandon you guys.. I guess I just lost my love for the site for a while, and thinking about it just filled me with stress and guilt - two things I'm not very good at handling. I'm deeply sorry for all the inconvenience I've caused.
I look forward to settling back in again. <3
i was kinda excited to feel like im back in 2015