Post by CableZ on Sept 28, 2014 3:37:58 GMT
So I figured it'd be easier to make a thread for my reasons of absence as opposed to making a new thread every time I might be gone.
I'm going to be honest with you all for a moment people because I feel as though you should know whats going on with me.
I'm not doing so well.
For a very long time you've all known me as the rather blunt but caring co-admin of this great site and I've loved every moment of it. Recently however I've just been dead. Dealing with characters, members and trying to post on top of it has always taken it's toll and I think it's finally caught up to me.
The stress of moving and starting uni is also weighing far too heavily on my mind and it's left me burnt out and frankly I'm slipping into somewhat of a depression.
I'm not doctor and I hate self diagnosing, I'm not suggesting this is anything clinical, I'm just feeling pretty down.
I won't go into why because frankly its not something for people on here to know, it's just I'm not doing too great and you guys need to know that.
I've said before I was going to take a small break from posting and I think I might extend that somewhat. I'll still be here handling characters and answering questions because that stuff is a little easy if not frustrating with certain members.
However I really need to put roleplay on a little bit of a hold until I feel up to it again, I can't find any kind of will to write because frankly I'm losing my will to do a lot of things.
I love each and every one of you guys but I just can't keep burning the candle with a flamethrower right now, if I do I'll just burnt out permanently.
If I find a spark I'll post when I can but I'm not going to hold my breath.
I'll be on the chatbox from time to time but I woulnd't expect much of a response from me, I've been putting on a happy face until now and its worn me out a little so you might not want to talk to me XD.
I can never express how sorry I am guys, I hope you can forgive me.
CableZ out.
I'm going to be honest with you all for a moment people because I feel as though you should know whats going on with me.
I'm not doing so well.
For a very long time you've all known me as the rather blunt but caring co-admin of this great site and I've loved every moment of it. Recently however I've just been dead. Dealing with characters, members and trying to post on top of it has always taken it's toll and I think it's finally caught up to me.
The stress of moving and starting uni is also weighing far too heavily on my mind and it's left me burnt out and frankly I'm slipping into somewhat of a depression.
I'm not doctor and I hate self diagnosing, I'm not suggesting this is anything clinical, I'm just feeling pretty down.
I won't go into why because frankly its not something for people on here to know, it's just I'm not doing too great and you guys need to know that.
I've said before I was going to take a small break from posting and I think I might extend that somewhat. I'll still be here handling characters and answering questions because that stuff is a little easy if not frustrating with certain members.
However I really need to put roleplay on a little bit of a hold until I feel up to it again, I can't find any kind of will to write because frankly I'm losing my will to do a lot of things.
I love each and every one of you guys but I just can't keep burning the candle with a flamethrower right now, if I do I'll just burnt out permanently.
If I find a spark I'll post when I can but I'm not going to hold my breath.
I'll be on the chatbox from time to time but I woulnd't expect much of a response from me, I've been putting on a happy face until now and its worn me out a little so you might not want to talk to me XD.
I can never express how sorry I am guys, I hope you can forgive me.
CableZ out.