Post by hal on Nov 16, 2015 6:29:46 GMT
-General Stuff-
Name:
Bird
Nickname/Alias(es):
n/a
Race:
pegasus
Gender:
female
Age:
17-ish
-Physical Stuff-
Pelt Color:
Her entire body is white aside her wings, which are jet black.
Mane/Tail Color and Style:
Her mane is medium-short and is a bit wavy. Due to its nature, it always looks a bit unkept. Her tail follows the same respects.
Eye Color:
Her irises are silvery white.
Cutie Mark:
A portion of a rainbow surrounded in stars. It represents her love of nature, as well as her job of maintaining weather. She especially fancies rainbows.
Other Scars/Markings:
none
Physique:
short and not very thin. she's also pretty fluffy.
-Social Stuff-
Current Residence:
Ponyville
Job:
weatherpony
Mother:
n/a
Father:
n/a
Closest Friends:
n/a
Courting/Courted By:
n/a
Mate:
n/a
Foal(s):
n/a
-Personality Stuff-
Likes:
Peacefulness: Bird enjoys gathering serenity and peace of mind, or seeing/helping others do so. Whether it be relaxing alone or out with friends, finding kindnesses in life is one thing that she enjoys.
Nature: Corresponding with her positive outlook, Bird just enjoys going out to see what nature has to offer. She finds herself best while in the tranquility of the outdoors. She takes in the little things; the leaves on trees, the bugs on blades of grass, the tiny aspects of big pictures that add wholeness gives her determination.
The sky: Being a weatherpony, she has associated herself with weather for a long time and can't help but love everything about it-- from sunny skies to dreary clouds, she enjoys the calmness of not just the world around her but also above her. However, that is not all she likes about it. She very much enjoys the night time and everything about it, especially the night sky. The distant stars in the void of a dark sky intrigue her and gives her a sense of ease. Needless to say, she is much more of a night person than a morning person.
Bringing happiness to others: A pony who does not often credit herself, Bird always wants to make herself likable to other people and feeds off of others' judgement. However, she rewards herself most when she makes others happy. Being a generally unhappy person herself, she hopes others are able to achieve well-being and finds herself at her best when others are pleased.
Dislikes:
Rudeness: Further from obvious reasons one would normally draw away from ignorance, Bird simply, as stated, enjoys bringing herself and others to peace. With this mindset, rudeness is intolerable to her and is one of the things that will force her, as a rather withdrawn person, to snap.
Negative vibes: Any kind of unease, whether brought by internal forces or another person, upsets Bird heavily. She will make efforts to carry out any deed that may lessen this, even if it includes standing up to others. This is especially unnerving to her when people intentionally cause discomfort.
Socialization: Bird has always been slightly shy and reclusive, and sometimes has trouble with social interaction, driven by her fear of judgement. However, she forces herself to socialize regardless.
Motivation:
Her motivation is to find positivity of the world and of herself; as a pony who often battles self negativity, striving for positivity is what keeps her going, always reaching to find the best in life and exploring new sides of herself and her interests. Bringing positivity and kindness to others, a great effort on her part, is what she lives to do.
Strengths:
Bird's main strength is that she is able to find positivity in almost any situation, and benefits from this, easily able to bring about goodness and see through the bad times. Since she can't derive positivity from herself, she takes it in from the things and people around her, and carries on through this method. Because of this, she is generally seen as an approachable and friendly person.
Weaknesses/Flaws:
Bird does not easily find good things to say about herself, and criticizes herself quite a lot. She compares herself to others and sets standards for herself. Since she gains no self positivity, this is what drives her to constantly seek assurance from others and to set a good impression. This also causes her to be solitary and a bit shy about talking to people, in the fear she will do something wrong.
Fears:
She fears judgement and abandonment to an extreme, letting this lead everything she does. Her fear of judgement has greatly impacted her to the point where she depends on the approval of others to credit herself with. Because of this, she goes far to make others happy, and mainly sets out to have a good reputation. She often overworks herself in order to accomplish these things.
Overall Persona:
Bird, named for her wings' resemblance to those of a raven, certainly lives up to her name: graceful, gentle, and fond of screaming in the morning. Bird is generally a kind individual who gives more credit to people around her than to herself. The best way to describe her is that she has built up lots of self doubt, and despite her generally positive outlook does not have many positive things to say about herself. Of course, although a weakening aspect, this doesn't take away from her personality. She's quite kind and generous, often reluctantly; this is largely because she craves acceptance. She tends to feed off of others' opinions of her and does her best to impress people, possibly because she is unable to see good in herself. She goes far to carry out kind deeds, even when in the worst of moods, and further to retain a giving, friendly reputation.
But this persona is a mere fraction of her personality-- Bird carries around lots of internal and external conflict and is often in a bad mood. Although she is good at handling situations and trying to see the better in the world around her, her temper can become alarmingly short if someone tries hard enough to set her off. She also tends to be stressed, dealing with self criticism and constantly setting standards and goals for herself. She finds herself comparing herself to others quite often.
Despite internal troubles, Bird is pretty well-rounded and does find inspiration. She discovers new things to enjoy and positivity in the world every day, and likes to think that there are too many good things in the world to treat it with unkindness. She is painfully aware that she treats her community much kinder than she treats herself, but yet makes efforts to reach for goodness, even within herself. She is good at finding new things to enjoy and bring herself to serenity, and strives to find acceptance of the world and of herself, which is what carries her on.